Tuesday, February 26, 2008

It’s sometimes hard to cope, as people tend to be ignorant

I try to protect myself with music, cos the rhythm takes away my pain.

I’ve been dieing inside, little by little, putting a happy face out to everyone but living with a heavy heart. Feeling like the rejected one.

Decisions are meant to be made and so are choices. But are they not better made when there is someone to talk to?

Sadly my childhood years are over, and so are my play days. I’ve grown to become a loner, saying little with words and emotions but more with my eyes and heart. Consolation I take in so many material things which are not meant to be, and I pray to God in my heart for help. To give me the peace I so badly desire.

And I wait. Patiently for the answers to my silent prayers.

Yes, I wait. And hope everything will be alright.

5 Responses to “Tuesday, February 26, 2008”

  1. Orikinla Osinachi Says:

    Queenzy,
    Are you the same young lady who had a good time attending a party on Valentine’s Day, got such presents as a pair of denim pants, packets of chocolate and was really happy?

    You go out to play basketball and swimming?

    Do you know how many billions of people on earth who cannot even get regular safe water to drink?
    Millions of children are either fatherless or motherless.
    Millions are refugees, suffering and dying daily.
    Millions are in are lost.

    Thank God you have your father, mother, brothers and sisters.
    Thank God you have a place you call home.
    Thank God you have people who care for you.
    Thank God you have someone who truly cares and loves you.

    Thank God you have a great future.

    You are better and more fortunate than the billions of the unfortunate humans on earth.

    Cheers and God bless.

  2. Orikinla Osinachi Says:

    Queenzy,
    Are you the same young lady who had a good time attending a party on Valentine’s Day, got such presents as a pair of denim pants, packets of chocolate and was really happy?

    You go out to play basketball and swimming?

    Do you know how many billions of people on earth who cannot even get regular safe water to drink?
    Millions of children are either fatherless or motherless.
    Millions are refugees, suffering and dying daily.
    Millions are lost.

    Thank God you have your father, mother, brothers and sisters.
    Thank God you have a place you call home.
    Thank God you have people who care for you.
    Thank God you have someone who truly cares and loves you.

    Thank God you have a great future.

    You are better and more fortunate than the billions of the unfortunate humans on earth.

    Cheers and God bless.

  3. Effi Says:

    Just thought I’d drop by n say hi. Nice blog you’ve got here. I like your style of writing.

  4. akym Says:

    ur post is so nice. it really touch me. and i think i love it.

  5. Oracle Says:

    Sorry dear, Hope you get better soon.
    I still think Orikinla is right.

    Love your style of writing, I’ll never forgive if you kill your talent.

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