Tuesday, February 26, 2008

It’s sometimes hard to cope, as people tend to be ignorant

I try to protect myself with music, cos the rhythm takes away my pain.

I’ve been dieing inside, little by little, putting a happy face out to everyone but living with a heavy heart. Feeling like the rejected one.

Decisions are meant to be made and so are choices. But are they not better made when there is someone to talk to?

Sadly my childhood years are over, and so are my play days. I’ve grown to become a loner, saying little with words and emotions but more with my eyes and heart. Consolation I take in so many material things which are not meant to be, and I pray to God in my heart for help. To give me the peace I so badly desire.

And I wait. Patiently for the answers to my silent prayers.

Yes, I wait. And hope everything will be alright.

My Inspiration

Her words broke the silence
Like a newly sharpened sword
Such sweet words I become
intoxicated As the words swirl
Through my mind As if I were
just waking From a long slumber
She pours out her soul Letting
her gift envelope All she comes
across As it consumes the day
She is the flicker of candle light
In a world full of darkness
An anchor in the storm

Missing You

We were once an insaperable pair
but u left me without a word
I had so much love for you
yet u leave me to ponder if
u did have the same love for me
What we shared was genuine

Sometimes I see you standing
right in front of me, telling
me it will be well one day,
telling me we will meet again

Oh how I wish you were here when
I need you. You have always given
me your shoulder to cry on when I was
down.

I sincerly do hope we meet again
For I am missing every bit of you.